My Life

After the day of 9 August 2011, out life remained different for a week.. but after a week.. slowly.. unknowingly.. its like reverted back to the life we had 1 month ago O.o During this period.. it has seemingly past months and months... so slow..
2 days ago, it was the presidential election day for the Tans and i had voted my choice in the early 12pm. 12pm is early.. though its afternoon already haha. As playmate got good grades, i bought him a cake! Too bad we did not take photo at all. But its a chocolate nougat cake! It smells so nice that kept us tempted to eat. This cake is from cedele, a cafe which caters for more healthier choice bah. The chocolate cake isnt as sweet as other bakeries shops. Felt healthy after eating it haha. Just psychology thing. So we got down from the car and go fish mahattan to makan. His order: snapper fisg isn't as nice as my dory fish. Regret le bah haha~~ :x
Late afternoon, he had lessons. from 3.30pm to 6.30pm. His banking and finance lecture. Playmate forced me to sit at the corner. And somehow im forced to become a real student of this lecturer as he kept walked around and look at our tutorial work. Oh my god.. i said 'our' tutorial zzzZZzz... I did my part as a student and did all the tutorial qns. The lecturer even came to ask me: can do annot? My god.. someone was just sitting beside me and lagging all the way please! Helpless! I can't wait for 6.30pm to come... Seriously..
Finally the time hit 6.35pm.. we were finally released.. I cant wait yo get out of his lecture. I suddenly felt my would is alive again... We hit down to vivo city in search for foods.. and came to realise that almost all restaurants had long queue. As usual, we just queue at ajisan entrance and waited to be seated. What was so happy and satisfying was that we managed to watch fireworks in this restaurant.. A bird eye view from sentosa.. Pretty fireworks ^^
Taking a stroll outdoor after a meal is also enjoyable. Enjoying the gentle breeze and looking at the lighting's from sentosa. Engaging small chats and keeping the mood light. Luxury! And i love it a lot. When your lips touched mine.. I actually missed it a lot.. just like in the past.. having it back again feels good.. and i almost cried.. but luckily we didnt.. was glad.. really happy..

by Elvina on 1:03 AM

After the day of 9 August 2011, out life remained different for a week.. but after a week.. slowly.. unknowingly.. its like reverted back to...

My masks are finally here.. days ago though.. only now then got the chance to really blog about it.

Many people are raving about 'My Beauty Diary' but i had not been using because i am still following a particular brand for years since my poly days. However, i finally get to buy it (for its my alternative choice) since my aloe masks have been out of stock for months. To be frank, i seriously cannot survive without that mask -.- It has been working so well for me that i've become a die hard fan. But for now, i can only trust the rating from others on the alternative mask- My Beauty Mask.

I bought each at a reasonably higher price compare to Dainty Design Mask. And of course expect much more from it. Bought 9 different flavours at different prices as well. Low quantity each. But so far, i've used one yesterday. And its very good. Hope the rest works as well.

by Elvina on 12:25 PM

My masks are finally here.. days ago though.. only now then got the chance to really blog about it. Many people are raving about 'My B...

我掉了勇敢。。。到底要到哪里找？

by Elvina on 11:17 PM

我掉了勇敢。。。到底要到哪里找？

Love is patient- Waiting patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have difficulty dating this girl and she does not want to come out of her shell, if u truly love her, you will not complain and blame her, you must look at the situation from her point of view? Maybe she is having some problems which prevented her from coming out. You mus react to it with patience and understanding. Have you ever met someone you liked so much that you wanted to push the relationship and make it progress faster? Sure you have! Love, however, is willing to give the relationship time to grow at a natural pace. It does not push but is willing to wait for the relationship to grow at a rate that is satisfactory to both parties.

Love is kind- Love seeks to encourage and build up on other. It respects the feelings and emotions of others. It finds its greatest satisfaction in making others happy , eg, compliment one another, magnify the other's strength, Listen to one another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make each other feel that what each says is important etc.

Love is not jealous- Jealous usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement,'If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!' Often, one person wants to totally possess the other and to restrict her relationships with others.

Love is not to brag- Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Often, a guy will brag to girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person , however, does not need to exalt himself. Others will exalt him.

Love is not arrogant- Love is not conceited, boastful, cocky or stuck up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude. Sometimes, a guy may comes across to a girl with an 'I can take you or leave you' attitude. His demeanor implies, '' you ought to be thankful that somebody as meat as me is dating you'. Of course this is not love.

Love always covers- This word covers means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential. Love is patient with faults of others. It doesn't criticize or broadcast to the word the faults of the others. Love is present even when it knows the other party is not perfect.

Love always perseveres- Love always stands on the ground and holds out. It will outlast anything. It will even love on the face of unreturned love. Real love will last through all sorts of trails, tribulations and stresses.

Love is not provoked- This means that love has a long fuse. It does not become irritated and angry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own. This is the heart of love. Love is other-centered not self-centered. Love says 'I love you, I want to give you'. Selfishness say 'I love you, I want you'.

Love does not act unbecomingly- This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishonourably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its actions. It is characterised by tact and sensitivity. This also means that love should have good manners. Be sure to do little things like opening doors for your girls or offering her your arms when you walk together.

Love is forgiving- Lastly, this is a must for a successful story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is only an hour late, he is not exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful.

Adapted from :http://www.knowledgebase-script.com/demo/article-439.html

by Elvina on 12:45 AM

Love is patient- Waiting patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have difficulty dating this girl and she does not want to c...

Another week gone by. This week has been busy with Strategic Management 50% weightage of report. Over these days, i had been going to ceyi's house to do our SM project. On and off been stuck here and there and repeat here and there, making our brains growing larger than usual. And tiring as well. At night, we had to rush the intended work of the day and exchange information over Internet. Both of us did not really catch much sleep, but i slept more than Ceyi did. She did a lot while me.. just fulfill my part. She deserved a good rest.

And finally a week, i get to see my playmate. Yes, playmate ^^ That naughty boy, always repeat my words like parrots, just that he is a cute and black one :x We went to rise of the planets of apes. Starting of the movie was interesting but towards the end... Boring~~~~ How i wished the apes dun speak human language in the movie, but they did, at least for one ape only.I guess.. this type of movie just don't suit me. Sitting there for 109 minutes, we got up and went down to yishun safra. Playmate has bowling practice for he has to participate in a competition in months times. Its coming soon too. All of them are practicing now, so hardworking, and most of them can play well. I should just sit there watch and grow my nails. After having 4 games, both me and parrot just got so hungry that we couldn't stop complaining how hungry we were. And soo..... we had Ichiban Sushi for dinner!! Yummy yummy!! Well, both of us are practically pigs who cannot stop eating the deserts though we were full. As a result, i got so heavy to walk and climb stairs.. and was panting all the way to his little turtle. Luckily, none of us puke ^^

When driving, i was thinking if i did add a lot of weight to his car, did i? O.o Am i fat? Haha. At my carpark.. i finally got what i had wished for: A peck from him. Birds peck don't they? :P Haha, yes! Im very bad haha. Though it been almost 2 weeks since our last... the feeling still remains the same... the feeling of ......

by Elvina on 12:25 AM

Another week gone by. This week has been busy with Strategic Management 50% weightage of report. Over these days, i had been going to ceyi...

Today is Wednesday,yes Wednesday. I hadn't been meeting my playmate for days and i couldn't remember the last day i met him was when.. Hmm oh yea! A Sunday evening. Romantic place at esplanade and dinner the soup spoon. These few days the both of us are just crazy about salads and can't stop thinking about salads. Cesar salad. We love most! I am so happy that we can find common food together ^^. And days before, I was just rushing my SM project. Know why it is called SM project? Though it meant Strategic Management, but indirectly its also known as Sxx Manic. A crazy project, made us go crazy as well. Meantime, my voice was recovering.
I wanna see movies!! Random yea.. i think my brain has gone haywire..

by Elvina on 11:19 PM

Today is Wednesday,yes Wednesday. I hadn't been meeting my playmate for days and i couldn't remember the last day i met him was when...

徘了徊了走了錯了哭了痛了
累了倦了哭了煩的亂的冷的都是真的
瘋的想的念的不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的擁有的失去的怎麼忘呢
你坐過的沙發寬了你愛的音樂停了我等著你等成了擺設

我的你的他的好的壞的難的
灰的藍的黃的酸的甜的苦的都還記得
非常想要忘的絕對不能忘的
我想要還你了真的不想要了只得放了
環島的火車載著我第幾天了忽然發現這一刻我不想你了

我的快樂會回來的
只要清楚曾愛得那麼深刻不准問值不值得
我的快樂會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻不准問值不值得
我的快樂會回來的
離開不是誰給了誰的選擇

我的快樂會回來的
只要清楚曾愛的那麼深刻不准問值不值得
我的快樂會回來的
離開不是你給了我的選擇

瘋的想的念的不安的焦慮的
浮躁的夢過的擁有的失去的怎麼忘呢
非常想遺忘的絕對不能忘的
我想要還你的真的不想要了只得放了
放了... 忘了...

by Elvina on 4:50 PM

徘了徊了走了錯了哭了痛了累了倦了哭了煩的亂的冷的都是真的瘋的想的念的不安的焦慮的浮躁的夢過的擁有的失去的怎麼忘呢你坐過的沙發寬了你愛的音樂停了我等著你等成了擺設我的你的他的好的壞的難的灰的藍的黃的酸的甜的苦的都還記得非常想要忘...

永遠在一起了

你送我的生命的奇蹟　
我送你的最後的決心
兩個人兩顆心你是我我是你　
永遠都要在一起

故事結局沒有誰哭泣
微笑證明愛你的勇氣
我的眼只看見你的臉閃爍著　
一閃一閃亮晶晶

永遠都要在一起天南地北我陪你　
雪花紛飛天多美麗許願和你不分離
永遠都要在一起上山下海我陪你　
彩虹屋頂天堂美景我要做你的唯一

終於來臨我閉上眼睛
旋轉舞台我隨著你飛
我的眼只看見你的臉閃爍著
一閃一閃亮晶晶永遠都要在一起

by Elvina on 1:49 AM

永遠在一起了你送我的生命的奇蹟　我送你的最後的決心兩個人兩顆心你是我我是你　永遠都要在一起故事結局沒有誰哭泣微笑證明愛你的勇氣我的眼只看見你的臉閃爍著　一閃一閃亮晶晶永遠都要在一起天南地北我陪你　雪花紛飛天多...

9th August 2011.
Happy National Day Singapore. Yesterday was also another unforgettable day with my playmate (my dear). After saying those words to him, we agreed to meet each other until yesterday (a different feeling). A promise. I was so afraid i couldn't keep up with the promise, but luckily i did! And i glad i did, otherwise i would regret for the rest of my life...
My yellow bird came to fetch me from somewhere ( i dunnoe ?.? ) so he was late. He wore a nice blue shirt and berms. A very 男孩子气派 feeling .. which i like most. Appearing with a bouquet of a sunflower and 3 roses (which i knew the meaning of it) and slowly walked towards me, whispering 'Happy 1month anniversary Dear' are words that are so gentle and loving to my ears.

Never mind if he was late, as long as he appeared in front of me ^^ 1st destination was to go vivo to eat bak kut teh, but the stall wasn't open. So disappointing since we travelled all the way there to eat. Yet the stall was close! I guessed the owner was celebrating and getting in the mood of wearing red and white at home haha. So we ended up eating at

Here!! Noodle store haha. It tasted not bad, nice and very very edible! We liked it a lot as well. Adding a glass of watermelon juice after our meals haha. :P After vivo city, our next destination is at PRIVE! A restaurant cum bakery cafe where i wanted to go very much.

It offers nice setting, ambiance, food, service, chairs and scenery. Yellow bird and I just walked in and find a place to sit in a corner, enjoying our moments together without disturbance. We order two slices of cakes :

The mango Charlotte and luscious chocolate with peanut butter. The chocolate one tasted better then the mango cake. It is because both of us love chocolates :P We ate, we played at the restaurant. Camwhoring!

Feed you feed you haha!!

Arhhhh!!

Hmmmmm..... Yummy yummy, happy happy!!

The cake is just so delicious to resist. Sorry to keep uploading my photos here, but these wasn't taken by me of cause. Its by my playmate (my dear for yesterday). He likes to take weird and funny photo of me, all my weird photos are with him. With him, i have no image at all already. But it's alright, i have photos of him with no images. Fair yea playmate!

See his face haha :p

Delicious right!~~ Haha.

As time was running short, we went down to marina barrage to fly kite!! Things that we wanna do as recorded in our iphone. Its our iphone okay? We owned it together! Not mine alone ^^ This period of time, it will be kept with me :) I will keep it by my side always...

Ta-da, we finally reached Marina Barrage!! Took some nice photos there as well. There's a lot of cars there and we were told by the ah ne to drive to carpark B to park his car there. Otherwise we have to stay there to wait until there's a parking lot, as waste of time. But luckily enough, playmate can understand what the ah ne said. Does skin colour of the same really helped to understand what each other's were saying? Haha :p

Took our our kites and supplies from the the back of his car. Time to fly kite le~~ Yeah~~ Happy happy ^^ The weather was hot, but it was great day to fly. The wind was strong and very easy to get the kite up in the air. I always thought we had to run and throw the kite, but who knows, we didnt' have to haha.

Our kite :p

The panda was so easy to identify. Haha, fat and yet visible. Even if it was so far, we still could see its location. Time to time we can feel the string got tangled up with other kites, but our kites still remained flying that high up, seems to be unaffected by any obstacles ^^ And also from time to time, we were kana hit by unknown kites which dropped from the air. Similar to bombs that fall without warning. And at a point of time, my bottom was almost lifted up by some other guy kite's string -.- It was so fun.. a great day with my playmate (aka my dear for yesterday haha).

Some NGs... ...

There are really a lot of funny ones, which i dun even know when it was taken.. So funny.. our expressions.. Just looking at the photos i can jus laugh and smile haha. So funny. Oh my god! Why my face like this sia. So serious flying the kite haha. After 4.30pm, we slowly keep our kites as NDP was starting. So playmate slowly pulled the strings which i reeled in the excess string. So happy happy ^^ After keeping our panda kite, we sat and rest on our kite haha. Had chocolate which he gave me few days ago.

Eat eat eat.

Okay, End the kite flying session with a nice photo ^^

I wanna go back fly again with you, the next time let's get a bigger one shall we? ^^

After kite flying, we had dinner at swensens. Foodie again. We couldn't really decide what we want to eat. But time is running out, we were going to catch fireworks !!! Dinner is a nice and pleasurable one. I drank a lot of water because i felt dehydrated as i didn't drink much the whole day. I almost drank 3/4 of the bottle of water which the waitress provide. After eating, we walked and walked and walked to see where would give us the best view of fireworks. We almost couldn't get to see but in the end.. nothing was impossible. We ended up at the Singapore flyer level 2 balcony, with the rest of the crowd to wait for the moment to come.

To be able to watch fireworks with you.. is what i never dare to dream of.. With you.. i just felt that there's nothing we could not do.. everything is made possible with you.. And i mean it... ♥ you.. are the words that i want to say it to your ears again... ...

After fireworks.. playmate (aka my dear for yesterday) sent me home. There was a massive jam at town of cause, as NDP had just ended. At the end of the day.. he gave me lots of intangible items that i kept them close to my heart. Items that we shared over the months, that we wished for over the days.

Thanks my yellow bird. ^^ Muacks ! The 'things' that we shared and gave each other.. will never never never never never never never never never be erased..

We have each other's words.. our story will continue :)

by Elvina on 1:25 PM

9th August 2011. Happy National Day Singapore. Yesterday was also another unforgettable day with my playmate (my dear). After saying those ...

7th August 2011
I met my dear early in the morning for eating 'paper cover chicken' near SIM. It was a pouring day. Yet it did not spoil our mood for that day. The food was delicious and sooo delicious. Dear peeled the paper for me. So happy ^^ Though he was slower than me, but i appreciate him using chopsticks to tear the paper. Looking at him tearing those paper is just so cute and enjoyable :x Too bad i did not have the photos with me. After eating the food, dear brought me to mint museum of toys. Too bad there was a heavy traffic which slowed our progress down. But still, he managed to get me there on time. We weren't late wor dear :) So I paid for the tix where students enjoyed half the price of an adult ticket. And so we went in!! Starting from level 5 to the bottom, we played all the way.. down to level 1. Took hell lots of our ugly pics and some of my ugly pics in his iphone as well. Both of us were just too playful, like we always did. Like kids running and jumping around like no body's business. It was the most enjoyable day i had with him ^^ The place where i wished to go to so much.. and he fulfilled for me.. After visiting the mint museum.. we went to eat some desserts at bugis because my stomach bu zheng qi :x So ended up in a ji de chi desserts store and ended up eating mango ice cream sao and strawberry sorbet. Delicious delicious. Tasting just like his kisses :x So sweet :P And after eating!! Best of all!! He suggested to take neoprints together!!! Im so glad that my bf initiated it to me instead of me initiating such things to him. In my life, whenever i wanted to take neoprint with my ex, he would brush me off and said: siao arh, so expensive. But the only time came when it was my birthday. But my dear... decided to take neoprint with me .. asking me as well.. which is so special.. cos i always thought that guys will never do such things as they deem its childish and not macho. Yet dear is different from the rest. While taking those photos, dear felt scam as he said the machine did not give us time to think what kind of photo we want. Haha. But anyway, the effects were nice and his eyes.. are so enlarged! My eyes look practically like cat's eyes, black and big and scary. But the overall effect is nice. It was also laminated so the photos can last :)
at dinner, we wanted to go to Old School Timbre but when we went there, it wasn't open so 'Chalk' was another good alternative. They serve bistro. Big potions and yet expensive. But when the foods came, i was kinda of disappointed because their servings were rather petite. However, the foods turned out to be a surprise. Fine dining. We also took some photos at the old school. Retro!! Love those photos!! While at night, we watch 'Captain America' at the Cathay. Then we went home after that. A very unforgettable day with my dear.. These memories will be kept very close to my heart... it will never be erased.. Never....

by Elvina on 1:29 AM

7th August 2011 I met my dear early in the morning for eating 'paper cover chicken' near SIM. It was a pouring day. Yet it did not ...

Let me write a long post today, detailing every little things we had done... Dear.. i had made myself clear to you because i dont want to hurt you anymore. Yet both of us know how it feels to be apart for a period of time... Happy 1mth anniversary dear.. This past months.. i have been very happy with you all these while.. The things we shared.. those little cute sweet arguments.. our laughters.. our tears.. lips.. are memories that had already been imprinted in there.. my heart.. I know that no matter what happens.. you are always there for me.. I also want to be there for you when u are sick, when u have headache, when u are feeling tired, u always have my thigh to rest on.. my shoulders to lean on..
The problems lies with me.. To me.. you are almost perfect.. too perfect in almost every way.. your blurness makes me smile.. your smiles make me warmth.. your chest gives me calmness. It is alright if your hands are cold.. it is alright if u are forgetful.. it is alright when you tear in front of me.. I never mind all these.. Remember the things i said 1 mth ago? I just want someone to treat me good that's all. When i finally found you, i have to let you go for a little while. Because of me.. It may be the last day.. but i dont want to say good bye to you.. Neither do i want you to bid me good bye. This word.. i hope will not exist in our dictionary.

by Elvina on 12:51 AM

Let me write a long post today, detailing every little things we had done... Dear.. i had made myself clear to you because i dont want to hu...

Happy 4th week anniversary my dear. 28 days = 4 weeks. Poor you, you have to work morning shift till 3pm and go school from 3.30pm to 6.30pm. No life no life. You arh, don't skip school arh! Never never skip school! Even if you want sleep also sleep in class.
As for me, i have a free Saturday. A lazy Saturday. But, i have 'work' to do. And yea, my job is to make sure my dear goes to school today. Hmm so a clever idea struck me. Solution: Go to school with him together ^^ So early in the morning, i mopped the floor, i washed my clothes, i hung them dry, i bathe, i packed my stuffs and off i set off to school ^^ Happy school day Saturday. Yet, the weather was kind enough to give me a scorching sun -.- But anyway, to reward him going to school.. i waited 20 minutes or so to queue for koi. Not forgetting that he wanted to try chocolate milk tea last time. So together with my koi and my lappy and my bag, i looked like a total aunty with huge baggage. Okay lah, anyway, i throw enough face everywhere, so this is a no problem matter to me. These past 4 weeks has been very xing fu. The life we have, the time we spent, the tranquility of feelings, the calmness, everything.. is so perfect. Perfect without any other people disturbance. If this was a fairytale.. i rather not waking up from it... Let me continue to have it.. Don't wake me up...

by Elvina on 1:47 AM

Happy 4th week anniversary my dear. 28 days = 4 weeks. Poor you, you have to work morning shift till 3pm and go school from 3.30pm to 6.30pm...

We are finally back from BKK!! What an enjoyable 4 days 3 nights at Grand Diamond hotel. We bought many items from there. Just by displaying the clothes on my bed made me feel happy :x And of course, not forgetting gifts for family and friends :) One day i will upload the photos to see what we had done over the days !