Thanks dear for adding this box to my rilakkuma collection. This foldable box is so handy that i can unfold it whenever i don't need it. I have no idea how much it cost but i believe it is expensive. Thanks dear for this box :D I love it a lot!!

And yesterday.. dear brought me to:

Avenue Q !!

Im very surprised that dear actually bought the tickets!! Avenue Q was really funny and nice, those people had good vocals. Thumbs up! This is the first time we had went to watch musical together and it was a very nice experience. People dressed up in blazer and heels. I think they had overdressed haha. There's lots of Caucasian and young people like us. You guys should watch it too. Its ending in a week's time. 

It was a great weekend out with dear. Thanks baby for treating me to the musical.



He was so tired that he fall asleep while hugging me o.o



3 months probation period is over. Hopefully next month i know that i will be confirmed by my boss.

Time flies. And now we are reaching near end year. Looking back on what i did last year, i could still remember clearly. Last year was the start of my 2nd year in RMIT. We went school as usual , took exams and work for my aunty during holiday. Now that i look back, life as a student wasn't that difficult isn't it? We've been through the hardship of being a student: handing up assignment on time, getting to the library to find research material, stay on com 24/7 to get assignments done, travelling from east to west for school, getting up early for school. My life in uni wasn't much happening as poly. Uni life in Singapore wasn't very much expected to be fun or exciting. All day we were just thinking to pass the assignments with good marks, and comparing ourselves with other students.

But when im working now, i missed my days as a student, where i can get student discounts for foods, movies and shopping. I missed the days where i have my off days during weekdays. I missed the days when my afternoons are free. I missed the days of a carefree life without to think how to deal with people or talk to them in a matured manner.

Life has changed.

Last year, i broke up a 5 years relationship with my ex and at first i though i was crazy to be so hard hearted. But thinking back, i think i will be crazy if i hadn't done so. I met someone better and tell myself that everyone deserves a good man and a good woman.

Last year, my sis graduated from MDIS and i was happy for her. I wasn't there at her ceremony as there isn't enough tickets for me. But after her graduation ceremony, mum had to go to hospital to do her operation . It's her third operation and i hope that things will get better for her every year.

My parents are aging. Over the years, they did many things for us, giving us home, shelter and love. They gave me some survival kit such as education certificates and cooking skills and many others.

In fact, we are spoilt. But spoilt in a different way. My sister and my brother don't really ask for branded clothes or bags, a pink bedroom filled with hello kitty stuffs, a television in the bedroom, neither do we ask for a single bedroom for all of us. Mum and dad gave us the basics for living conditions. And i felt it was good enough. When i think about dad is reaching retirement age next year, i  had just flash back that i was a little kid, asking for mcdonald breakfast every sat morning after tuition. I still had my digimon with me now since the day dad bought for me. I kept in nicely and its still in good condition.

When i saw the card which my parents written for me on my grad day, i suddenly felt that i had grown up and i know they did their best responsibility as my parents. Now its time to do something for them, things that i am capable of, to do something for them in return.

People could say that its the parents responsibility to provide everything for their child. If they gave birth to you, they must give you everything because the parents owe their child's life. This is just bullshit and only nonsensical people will think of it.

I believe people from my age will feel the same as me.

Entering Workforce

by on 2:55 PM
3 months probation period is over. Hopefully next month i know that i will be confirmed by my boss. Time flies. And now we are reaching ne...
Oh yes! Its Wednesday finally! Weekend is coming.. How are you guys doing?

Right now, im masking. Dear is working right now and im here relaxing. Don't get me wrong, dear started his work late today , so he has to end late.

Thanks dear .. For blogging once a while:) All things need maintenance. Just like blogging, weight, face :p and love. Xiong played his part to maintain our blog, just like how he maintain our love.

It hasn't been easy for me for last one year, facing my past relationship and new one. That was why we broke up after one month and started again this year.

We started afresh.

He was a different person whom i know initially. As friend, he is someone who is shy, quiet. For people who know him enough, he is someone who is can joke with, play with, talk a lot and a good listener. However as a lover, he is matured, serious, not lacking any of his qualities as a joker and a good listener.

Right dear, many other factors encompasses love, not just deep affection. That was only part of it. As couples, we guide each other and work together hand in hand, to maintain relationship, bringing out the best of your loved one. It was easy to say but how many of us could actually do it?

I know i failed previously. I was not matured enough to see most of those that dear had mentioned in previous post. Its only in failed relationship i do see what was wrong. He taught me what should be correct and how it should be. I do not want to end up like what happened in my 1st relationship.

It was a painful experience.

As i grow older, i see that love takes many forms. Your lover not only plays the role of lover, but as your companion and friend as well. Someone who will really be there for you when you need him, a good listener, a soul mate and someone whom you see as your home. Not as a refugee camp but a man who can protect you from harm.

If a man gives you a home to stay, the woman provides the warmth. Nothing is perfect if one of them is missing.

I think i have kind of understand what love is :) Thanks dear, for showing me how it looks like.











My Thoughts... ...

by on 9:35 PM
Oh yes! Its Wednesday finally! Weekend is coming.. How are you guys doing? Right now, im masking. Dear is working right now and im here re...
What's love?
i have been asking myself this qns and what i found online is : An intense feeling of deep affection
However, it's you who made me realise a more detailed definition of love..

To me, Love is...
Patience - when i will wait, no matter how long it takes, for you to accept me ..
Never give up - although we have to end after 1 month after 090711...
Supportive - be there for you when you are not feeling good..
Commitment - spending time tgt even when we are busy
Sacrifice - the TIME, to see you from everyday to less than 3times per week
Happiness - having many memories we share... jb trips... fly kite...
Understanding - your busy work schedule (still improving on this...)
Sincere - to plan everything to the best..
Silly - laughing over silly matters
Fun - going difference places we have not been to
Surprises - birthday celebration, anniversary
Forever - planning our future... BTO... Savings plan.. 
Caring - taking care of each other physically and mentally
Communication - talking about work, general stuff and listening to each other
Going through thick and thin tgt - from 2011 -> 2012
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and the list go on.... rather than just a simple "feeling of deep affection"

Dear, i am not good in words but would like you to know that i can do anything for u if its within my capabilities.. hope our memories will always be there till we are old..
Specially write this post for u before i go to bed...Nites nites.. love you.. muackz...

bleahx... :p

Thoughts

by on 2:05 AM
What's love? i have been asking myself this qns and what i found online is : An intense feeling of deep affection However, it's yo...
We had attended yong sheng wedding on last sunday. The old man finally got married haha. This photo was taken before the wedding. Dear wore blazer. Handsome! 迷死我了!I wore dress of course. Met up my flowers too. Haha. Maybe i shall blog again soon

Baby! Love you :p nights!
by on 12:33 AM
We had attended yong sheng wedding on last sunday. The old man finally got married haha. This photo was taken before the wedding. Dear wore ...
I've been seeing the news between Japan and China. Both countries are just being over reacting. Merely fighting over a small piece of land -.- Diao Yu Dao. Diao -.-||| It is rumoured that that small island contained vast amount of oil. To get that piece of land, both countries even display their military capability. Can't they just split half half?

Otherwise just let Singapore have it -.- We need natural resources desperately more than what China and Japan need -.-


by on 10:52 PM
I've been seeing the news between Japan and China. Both countries are just being over reacting. Merely fighting over a small piece of la...
Another start of the week. 4more days to weekend. Yong sheng wedding is coming on this Sunday. I got to prepare Ang bao soon haha. His girlfriend and him have been walking for years since. If I am no wrong, even before I know him since the poly days. I believed they have gone through a lot.  And to their very day, I know both of them held each other tightly till they are apart.

I'm happy for them.

Then again, there are people who don't treasure their relationship until they lost the other half. These people had taken their another half for so granted that they thought the other half will be their for their rest of their lifes. I had once thought that too. But sometimes times just make everything clear to you. Is the life I want, the life I want to live forever with him? To forever feel inferior and made him feel that I can't live on without him? For him? Withstand and say sorry for all the mistakes that he did whenever words are twisted? I had enough. And so I made my choice. There are people who frown and supported my decisions. Then again, when things did not turn out the way they want, they got hatred, revengeful. Yes, all my friends know who the person I'm referring to is.

I do not have to hide or do anything, but maybe just share some mini miny photo with my friends. I believe photo tells more than a thousand word. And the reason why im doing this is not to destroy his name or whatsoever. If i wanted to do this, all of the messages have been published long ago. All of it.

The reason im doing this is because i had gave in too much to all nonsenses i had put up with. I did not make a single noise or squeak a little to this man who have been sending me 'weird' messages.

I HAD ENOUGH!! You f*****!!

Ladies, if a guy threatens you like this, leave them for good, for every woman deserves a good man to dote on.

I am 'message-ly' abused. Perhaps this form of abuse is kinda new and interesting for iphone n android made messages free. Haha.

I have limits to my patience. 我不吭声不代表我是只病猫. You have yet to see what i am capable of. Don't test me.


This post is not children any younger than 18. I am just here to vent my frustrations out of what i had bottled inside. Elvina hasn't changed a bit.

There again, dear is having his school now. Good luck wor! Muackz! :p

Frustrations!

by on 8:39 PM
Another start of the week. 4more days to weekend. Yong sheng wedding is coming on this Sunday. I got to prepare Ang bao soon haha. His girlf...
Hi dear hi friends! A good day to all of you :) Thanks dear, for uploading an unglam photo of me. The photo could have been better.

Let me tell u all how he ended up with that photo. He took a nice shot of me initially n photoshopped the photo as usual. But dear wasn't familiar with the buttons and he accidentally deleted it. So after a while he went to take 2nd photo of mine. I was still smiling for the photo but the same thing happened. He accidentally deleted my 2nd photo.

Just nice the food came and i started eating. I was hungry x.x Dear wasnt satisfied. So he took another photo if me while eating. I frown at him for deleting my past 2 photos. So, at the third shot, i ended up looking like this.

Today dear came to find me at work, after he ended his shift at 3.30pm. He took about 2 hours to travel , but he was still early. Our company knocked off at 6pm since big boss was not around. Time has never been precise :x Dear waited me at the entrance if my building but i only saw him when i reached the bustop. He walked home with me. Mum cook nice dinner but he didnt prefer lotus soup. He drank it still under grandma pressure. After eating, i told him to rest on my bed because he looked way too tired. After 30 min of sleep , he woke up, started lecturing me on btt when i flipped open my book. O.o then, at 10pm, he took a bus home.

Are you home yet my dear?

Tada, a nice photo of you

Randoms

by on 11:00 PM
Hi dear hi friends! A good day to all of you :) Thanks dear, for uploading an unglam photo of me. The photo could have been better. Let me...
hi dear hi everyone!

I am here to update our blog. i cant be like u update once a week but i try update a post once a month? :p
Yesterday was my off day but i did not get to rest because i have to help my dad settle his car issue till 3+ 4 and after which take a quick nap for an hour and went to meet my dear..

We had a simple monday by having our dinner at Din Tai Feng and order our usual xiao long bao, fried rice, pork chop and vegetable. After which we went to catch a Singapore Movies call "Wo Men Bu Wan Mei". I personally feel that this show has too much 内心戏 which show the expressions and emotions of the actors. Not a very terrible show but neither is a very great show.

Although its just a simple day, i still enjoy it with my dear..
grumbly face.. cheer up!
no matter what happen, you are still my dear.. love u.. :)



Just a simple post...

by on 9:11 PM
hi dear hi everyone! I am here to update our blog. i cant be like u update once a week but i try update a post once a month? :p Yesterday...
I will try to make it a habit to blog at once a week. Time is getting tight and im getting tired from work easily. Work requires me to think and know what im doing. Its not very stressful yet but requires some thinking to get things done.

Last week my babes and i had went to garden by the bay to take some pretty photos of ourselves. The weather was very hot. Adding on our grad robe is just like adding heat to our body. All of us were sweating and sweating. But at the end of the day, we managed to take some pretty photos of ourselves. Mum was there with us too, as she had never been to garden by the bay. We walked with our umbrella opened under the hot sun.


Yeah!

We finished the photo shoot by 1.30pm and we called a day. Girls have their activities and so do i. Dear met me at suntec. After driving mum to toa payoh, we headed home as i wanted to bath. Then we went out again to return my grad. I got back my $150 haha. Happy :P I did spend all in a go of course, i still had some money till now. 

We had movie at Saw after returning gown. Step up is a nice movie, they have nice moves, good story lines, but what i like most was their choreography. Their dance was awesome. I don't mind watching again because their music and dance were like in sync. 

As for last week, work is getting relaxing since our company monthly transaction has ended. However, boss gave me some other difficult task to do. He wants me to build my customer based from scratch and learn much more. And tells me that i have to handle almost everything  on my side if my master is not here anymore.  

Dear had his off days during weekday and he drove me to work during one morning. I was so happy to see him :D Very seldom he will have the chance to drive me to work because my workplace is so near. On last thursday, i met him at town to have marche for dinner. He didn't look happy like his usual self. Seeing him moody makes me moody too. But i will always try cheer u up in every way. Muackz

Right now, he is working night shift. He will get his off day tomorrow. Just a moment ago, we were eating raman at vivocity. While walking, someone called out my name. I was surprised to see Bryan at vivocity, but with another guy o.o Ceyi is still in taiwan, happy hour haha. 

Dear is working now, hopefully he has the energy to cont his work till tomorrow morning :( Jia you baby.


 Love you baby!


Graduations shoots!

by on 12:58 AM
I will try to make it a habit to blog at once a week. Time is getting tight and im getting tired from work easily. Work requires me to think...
Another short post:

Graduation is over. I am officially a grad. Life continues after grad, working n saving. Today i had to go back office to count my stocks. I wasn't paid though, but i did my part as an employer. And a responsible one. I want a pay rise :x

After going office today, dear brought me to ocbc to open my saving account. He told me that i have over ask. But its better to ask mire rather than less when it comes to my money. They are my hard earn money. After settling my account, we went to queue up for mee soto n mee ayam at the bedok hawker center. The food was nice that i dont mind queueing up again the next time.

As today xiong had to work, i went to Chinatown to meet my babe to shop for something. I reached home at about 4 plus. N since been braiding bracelet till now. I like the bracelet i make haha. But giving them away to friends.

Tomorrow i will be meeting up my babes to take photo at  garden by the bay. Just another short post for today,

Upload some photos here:

I love you baby :) see yourself on photo :x

Randoms

by on 12:33 AM
Another short post: Graduation is over. I am officially a grad. Life continues after grad, working n saving. Today i had to go back office...